Can't nap... =\

It's time again for an once-in-a-blue-moon update.

Well, its the middle of week 6. Much has happened and 'nothing' much has really happened.

Okay.. To say the truth, I should be napping now. But the mcdonald's latte I had for brunch is so potent that it's leaving me wide awake now. Argh! This is a torture!

There's a million and one things on my head right now. But I can't seem to focus on one. =\

Sometimes I just feel so lost. I've done whatever I could, but at the end of the day, everything I do seems to be useless... Because in life, it's not just about what I think and assume. As far as possible, I try to understand and anticipate the unexpected, try to read people's thoughts and predict their next move. But once again, THINGS ARE ALWAYS BEYOND CONTROL.

Many a times, people will say, 'don't think too much'... But do they really mean what they say? Can someone really not think about an issue? One question will always lead to another. It's really unless you don't view with importance then you will not give a damn to it.

Anyway, I'm slowly learning to accept the truth though I'm still holding on to the HOPE. Now and then I feel the hurt and ache, but I guess I'm getting used to it. Maybe I will have a revelation and gain the true enlightenment. That will be the day I lost hope I reckon...

But then again.. things don't have to be so sad... But it's not up to me, it's beyond my control.

I only can wait and see... and hope.

And I also wish to have a simple life.

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