Life's like this...

After recess week...

You Are a Social Blogger!

Your blog is more of a semi-private affair for your friends.

It's how you keep in touch... sharing stories, jokes, and pics.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Hmm, I think this is the 1st blogthings that I put in my blog. Thought I will be catergorised under LAZY blogger. Haha.. To be more correct, I should be a LAZY, BORING social blogger. =P

Well, it's been about a month since I've last blogged. Life had been pretty much the same. Towards the end of Feb, my schedule was jam-packed with social gatherings like 21st birthday parties, some hall activities like hall production, sing and strum mini concert... Then it was recess week.

Thought the recess week wasn't well utilised, but at least the project for drug design got started! I think the module is damn demanding and I knew it from the very beginning. It's a module with not much syllabus structure, no textbook. I guessed a lot of people were put off at the beginning because of the demands and it's quite difficult to mug for exams as anything from the cited journals and seminars is possible to appear in the exams. So I think it was kinda suicidal for me to take it. But on the other hand, I like the things that are taught because they are current and they act as the foundation for future ideas in drug design which is very essential for medicinal chem. Putting interest aside, I can't possibly risk my GPA again and again. When the talks of allowing S/U for concentration started to surface last sem, I was supporting the idea not allowing S/U for concentration because I felt that it will undermine the value of the concentration. But now, I think I'll take a different stand because I'm more worried about my GPA rather than the value of my concentration.

Well, call me a hypocrite or whatever. If I don't S/U my two concentration modules this sem, I think I'll be an idiot? I'm now left with 3 S/U options and 5 UE and 1 GER mods to choose to S/U. After weighing all the pros and cons, there isn't much choices for me to S/U on. And so, after much thought, I think being hypocrite is more rational than being an idiot. Well, I think I'm being weird for typing this in my blog 'cause it's just a simple S/U exercise. Why write up a thesis here? Well, I don't know. I didn't plan for it, just typed this out with my thought flow. Guess it also makes me feel better by giving an explanation. I'm not sacrificing my morals, just making a more rational choice. I'm still very much a moral-steadfast person. =P
I think the next few weeks will be more and more horrible. Looking at the schedule, I think next week will be the calm before the STORM. Basically, there isnt much next week, should be the usual work load like lab reports and project stuff. But after next week, whoa, it will be the start of hell. Test, test and more tests... which will persist until the start of exams? Since I've done my rain check, I guess I should start to gear up for the storm and stop slacking like today! Practically slept the day away. =(

Sometimes I really do want to start my revision or work early, but it just feels weird for me to do so! The progress would be slow and I just don't feel as motivated to solve the problems and thus, I will feel it's very not inefficient and unproductive. It will be against my another personal mantra, "Be efficient, do the best in the shortest amount of time!" Haha.. I'm such a living contradiction. Maybe I should re-examine myself and see how both ideas don't conflict and put them to use the best.

Well, I think I will stop my crap here. Need to drive jw back. Really, when you have more choices in life, means you will have more freedom and maybe tend to less discipline and restrictive of your behaviour? Haha.. I'm not bad mouthing her or complaining about having to drive her back. But it's just another perspective. If I don't drive and don't have the car, will she plan to get home earlier? Maybe, maybe not.

Tata~~ Take care people.

After recess week...

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