Life's like this...

Nothing's going right..

Life hasn't been too good lately... Tests, assignments, hall stuff, concert stuff, politics... Oh well, can they just leave me alone...

Thought I could give myself a breather and relax my mind, but it turns out to be worse. I thought it's long gone, but I'm wrong. I just realised... I'm all alone. Things are really not what it used to be, and all this time, I'm just deceiving myself. Being so idealistic... Is it good or bad? I just want to pursue something that I wanted for so long. I thought I can just thrown myself of the tracks by psycho-ing myself. But I can't get over everything till it happens. Argh... I just need to get over myself.

My brain is telling me not to think so much and not to care. However, somewhere inside me just can't help feeling... sad? Well, it's something that I wanted more than anything else in the world. A part of me just died when I let go, till now, the dead part is still not revived.

After rambling so much, I think I feel much better. Suddenly, it feels not as bad as it seems. Guess the above is a testimony of thinking too much.

Some things in life, you can't know for sure. Just know the necessary stuff and move on. Details are just distractions.

'When you walked away, I count the steps that you take... Can you see how much I miss you right now?' ------ Don't think I'll ever get to do that again...

Nothing's going right..

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