Life's like this...

One year ago...

For at least once, albeit after a long time, I finally can say that I'm at peace with myself. Looking back a year ago, I was going through what Bridget Jones called 'emotional fuckwittage'. I guessed shopping gang still could remember the state I was in. Well, you could say I was 'f**ked up'. But now, I find it amazing that it's no longer bothering me and it seemed not important to me at all when I could have died for it 1 year ago. Time really heal all wounds. You can't rush it. But don't expect time to be doing all the work while you still stubbornly hold onto the impossible. It's all up to your mind too.

Well, I'm very glad that things turned out this way and everybody is doing fine. It could have been worse. Thankfully, we did not choose the more destructive path. Maybe I'm still dreaming of what I've dreamt. But hey, it doesn't hurt right? God knows what will happen in the future. I'm happy enough with the present state.

Let's talk about my research now. Hahaz.. It's making good progress. Though we had made some silly mistakes, but they were still valuable learning points. Brendan commended us for mastering the titering skills within a week and able to assimilate all the new stuff. Cheers! =) And we no need to titer from tomorrow onwards, which is good, 'cause I'm getting kinda bored of it. I'm gonna be a 'lone ranger' tomorrow, 'cause ethel is going for her diving theory lesson. Brendan is going to teach the one of the most important part of the experiment, hope I'll be up for it. And lab is getting interesting because Ethel and I observed something 'interesting'. LoL!!

Needa do some reading and have a good rest for tomorrow. Here's a damn NICE song, in fact, my present fav song. PM me for the mp3! Nights!

AVRIL LAVIGNE
Innocence
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

One year ago...

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