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An eventful week

This is going to be a very depressing and confusing post. I won't recommend anybody to read it.

Last week was an eventful one. First, I got sexually harassed. Secondly, the 'Singing Voices' concert was finally over. Loads of relief and tears could be seen after the concert. And there was a romantic interlude. It's damn romantic, but I don't have the mood now to describe what happened. Haiz... My mood is damn lousy now. I'm doing a disservice to Hall 8 acappella for not blogging about them properly. But... what can I do?

I finally met him on friday. It was a damn nice meeting. First time a guy drove to my house to fetch me and sent me back to my doorstep. Don't be mistaken that I'm a materialistic girl, but I really like the kind of effort he put in for the meeting. I won't talk about the details of the meeting here, I rather the memories to be in my head. It's better this way I think. Well, I had nothing to give him on the 1st meeting after so long. So I decided to sent him a song, which covers what I wanted to tell him. Maybe the song is overwhelming... so the reply from him is sort of disbelief. He said he is 'cold-blooded', but it's a word that I don't want him to use on me. Haiz...

Before the whole episode, I told myself not to expect anything much out of it. Just get to see him again is enough. But... as usual, things got complicated. And I found myself getting all confused and messed up after hearing what he had said to me. Haiz... Why things happen at such a time... Exams are coming up... I really feel like dying...

Can't sleep properly these days and I don't have much appetite. Haiz... Maybe I shouldn't complain 'coz I brought this upon myself.

I'm so tired of being strong and putting on a smile when I'm all broken inside. And do you know I did it all for the sake of you? I really wish you can get over it... I really wanna help with all the other feelings aside...

I feel like getting myself dead drunk once. Just to feel how is it like, even though I know the hangover feeling will be much worse.

我只想回去7年前的世界。。。

An eventful week

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