Life's like this...

Trying... trying...

Well... It's another Monday. Another start of the week.

The past week was quite okay I guess. The archery trainings have started. I think it's not as tough as the PE lessons in AJ, but its still very tiring and my back muscles ached like hell. Got back my 1st test in NTU. Hmm... I got 96/100 but i think its not well done and its also not an accurate reflection of how I did. The prof went through the papers quite fast and briefly. There were also a lot of people scoring 100 or even 110 because of the bonus question.

Read some of my friends' blogs just now. Realised I've missed out quite a lot. XY got attached for 1 month plus and I only realised now... =X Stinkypede is already half-way through her O level prelims, I knew about it yesterday... =X Feel like I'm some cave-woman now. But luckily, I just installed TV in my hostel room. At least, I can be updated on the news and have some form entertainment.

Sometimes, I wish I can be a stronger person and not be so emotional. It's so tiring to feel sad every now and then and with all the tears pouring out of my eyes, crying alone. I just couldn't help it. I don't know whether it's because I'm too emotionally weak or I still couldn't get over everything. I don't feel like telling anyone that I'm crying anymore because I don't want to be branded as a cry-baby or a weakling.

I guess I just have to try harder.

You can fly so high, keep your gaze upon the sky... I'll be praying every step along the way.

Trying... trying...

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