Life's like this...

Tattered and torn

Right now, I'm feeling quite down... Why? 'cause of my 'last battle', the piano exam. Well, before the exam, I feel quite confident that I'll do reasonably well for it. However, when I start to play the scales, everything just came crashing down... Literally... =S The pieces were not bad I suppose, I think it's the only saving grace. Not enough time to get through the sight-reading and for aural.... hmm, the Q&A part is okay i guess, but the singing part? Completely CMI. I was utterly shattered when I came out of the studio. =( I'm trying not to mope over it, because it's already OVER! But still, there is this heavy feeling in my heart. Oh well, I need a good night sleep to lift my spirits...

Tomorrow, I'll be going to NTU with JW to collect our room keys. Gonna inspect the room and do some spring cleaning before moving all the stuff in on saturday. Hall camp is on monday. Don't exactly feel excited about it, in fact, I feel a bit 'sian'. Why? 'cause I'm having a lot of inertia now and feeling sorta anti-social. Maybe it's due to what has happened today. Oh well, "Shu wen, you gotta wake up!! Be positive!!" Need to drum this message into my head when I'm sleeping tonight. Promise myself to feel better tomorrow...

One thing's true, there is always a brand new day...

Tattered and torn

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